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Sunday, October 28, 2007
(i).

"Tell me, please"

Who the f*ck did you want me to be?
Was it something that I couldn't see?
Never knew this would be so political.

"No"

Sure, everyone has their problems
You get on my nerves: that's reality
It's not always kisses, hugs and beautiful words.

"Tell me, plea--"

They say time will heal everything;
I'm through with doubt, I've paid the price.
Why can't you just get over it?

"No"

Seasons are changing, stars are falling
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
Please tell me you'll stay.

"Tell me, pl--"

f*ck.problems.hugs

"No"

heal.falling.stay

"Tell me. Please."

f*ck.problems.hugs.heal.falling.stay

"If you insist."

i.love.you

*

(ii).

Who the f*ck did you want me to be? Was it something that I couldn't see? Never knew this would be so political. {Please-Staind}

Sure, everyone has their problems. You get on my nerves: that's reality. It's not always kisses, hugs and beautiful words. {Make It Work-NeYo}

They say time will heal everything; I'm through with doubt, I've paid the price. Why can't you just get over it? {Not Ready To Make Nice-Dixie Chicks}

Seasons are changing, stars are falling. Days grow longer and nights grow shorter. Please tell me you'll stay. {Your Guardian Angel-Red Jumpsuit Apparatus}

5:34 PM

Saturday, October 27, 2007
She is plenty of things.

She is a connoisseur of K-Pop, somehow finding coherence among carelessly uttered ‘saranghaeyo’s and mangled English sentences with irrepairable grammatical errors. She is very much a child at heart, frequent renditions of ‘Put your left foot in, put your left foot out’ and frighteningly enthusiastic performances of the Chicken Dance testament to her carefree spirit. She is a talented writer, staying ever modest even as complete strangers pay homage to her fanfiction with all sorts of remarkable YouTube videos. She is a top-notch procrastinator when it comes to completing reports of the scientific kind, much more content to sit and brood over the latest fandom cliché incited by not-so-outrageous claims about Lucas Grabeel's homosexuality. She is (possibly) schizophrenic, a multitude of alter-egos making it almost impossible to distinguish reality from fantasy.

She is Mazia, Meomi, Madelyn, and occasionally Idiot.

But first and foremost, she is Maddi.

12:59 PM

Tuesday, October 23, 2007


This is what our X'mas Dinner skit is based on.

Honestly, could humour get any more crass?

5:59 PM

Monday, October 22, 2007
We lay sprawled in the courtyard, sunlight lapping at the red brick and lulling us into the welcome lethargy so often associated with lazy Sunday mornings, the discordant mish-mash of garbled words and pulsing synthetic waves blaring from nearby speakers at a volume too loud to be soothing but too soft to drown out the syncopated rhythm of our beating hearts; a disjointed harmony interrupting the comfortable silence constructed by teenage awkwardness and mutual contentment.

Beside me, Georgia stirs- stretching languidly, tousled hair further mussed by slender fingers, fluttering eyelashes shrugging off the last vestiges of sleep; every artist's model of debauched innocence, complete with hooded bedroom eyes and swollen lips from the illusion of having engaged in encounters of the more passionate variety. I smile, indulging my little fantasies, imagining just how amusing it would be if someone happened upon the two of us in such a state; Georgia smiling devilishly, both of our legs still closely entwined as a result of attempting to play Twister while lying down.

She laughs, a carefree sound not unlike the tinkling of many a yuletide bell, thoughts reaching the some conclusion as my own a split second later. That coaxes another smile from me; she is still an innocent, still able to laugh at the frivolity of the idea and still able to forget such a thing crossed her mind in the first place. And while I cannot ever hope to regain the childish naivety that she possesses, I keep on smiling. She deserves this- the opportunity to look at life through a child’s eyes and to experience everything from behind the carefully cultivated barriers of society’s ideals. Her reality is untainted as of now, the cloud of bitterness trailing my own gratefully absent from hers. It is not my place to piece apart her perfect realm of existence.

That is something she must do for herself.

10:33 PM

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AIISHITERU
Anime :
Yami no Matsuei
Ouran High School Host Club
Kyou Kara Maou
D.Gray-Man

Books :
Mistral's Kiss-Laurell K. Hamilton
1987-George Orwell
Kushiel's Dart-Jacqueline Carey
To The Lighthouse-Virginia Woolf
The Blind Assassin-Margaret Atwood

Music :
Jamie Scott & The Town
My Chemical Romance
Kanye West
Three Days Grace
Chris Brown
t.A.T.u
林俊杰
張棟樑
Linkin Park
Abingdon Boys School
Eminem
Chingy
Soulja Boy
The Click Five
Justin Timberlake

CHATTER



TOMODACHI
6SY '06
Abigail
Amanda Faye
Bibie
Charlene
Debbie
Fann
Jolenda
Lee Wei
Liyan
Maddi
Natasha
Nicole
Nicolette
Nikki
Pei Wei
PrezCheddar
PrezDi
Ruth
Wei Lee

ARIGATOU
Brushes:Innovative Bliss
Designer:Spread That Love Jellyhearts*